Once more into the fray

 

 

last friday.

rest on fb which i'm too lazy to download then save then upload.

nonetheless, happy birthday corde!

sorry that we have to leave early.

but i hoped u had fun in mink (:

see all those sour plums?

so freaking awesomeeee.

although i think i can no longer drink as well as before.

someone used to tell me your ability to drink is proportional to my mass size.

and people are always amazed i'm the last to toh.

but not true leh, jesslyn can drink very well too.

i think it's just our discipline in wanting to stay and look sober no matter what.

HAHA.

shots is still a chore to down though.

ended up spilling them on my top.

in the end, i drank them by sipping.

LOL.

which taste worse.

and yes my friday and saturday was happy till night.

and this marks the end of my happy weekend 

and possibly happy life again.

 

post one month post op.

celebration plans were cancelled and the responsible for it ones didn't apologize.

sorry, still feeling sore but hahaha.

it's ok qinaide u are forgiven.

 

LITTLEREDHEELS: HOOKED AZTEC BUSTIER IN AZTEC PRINT

 

i never liked taking ootd.

dont ask me why.

and yea taken 2.

can i have a liam neeson in my life too?

i don't mind if he's 50 year old and is possessive and still can beat the shit out of ppl who tries to hurt me.

hahaha.

and here's the end of blog post.

i'm trying, trying to blog more things so i can distract myself.

and not feel anything.

but if i can barely survive tonight, how am i gonna survive tomorrow's? 

or the day after?

or the day after next?

why can't my brain crash like whatsapp?

why?

why must people do things at the expense of hurting me?

do they even know how it feels like to be hurt?