put me in an asylum now.

officially going crazy......

family time really relieves all stress, temporarily.

i cannot remember when was the last time i was this stressed.

good life eils, literally good life for the past few years while you waste your youth and dad's money away..

pfft.

and ironically the hotttt topic my family was discussing about - FINANCE.

the exact subject that's killing me softly this very moment....

i wanna burst into tears,

i wanna burn my textbooks and assignment papers,

i wanna shout i give up so badly.

two weeks of rushing home everyday from work just to complete one question of assignment per day is no joke.

it's the last week, one more down tmr, one more to go.

do not give up eils.

do not give up.

DO NOT GIVE UP NOW.

meh. i feel so shitty.

so so so so shitty.

for a better future.

for a better future.

for a better future.

for a better fucking future.

ok lai, come bonds, mas, obs, futures contracts, smlj shit sai poot poot LAI.

p.s i still feel like crying. :<