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i just blogged an angsty post.

about friends.
about birthdays.

but..

i decided not to publish it.

all i want to say is.

bdays.
just spend it with your closest friends lor.
ITS ENOUGH.

why spend it with people who dont do a fucking shit.

i'd like rejected 5bday parties (maybe more) this year already.
the people around me are all turning 21.
i really dont wanna be mean.

but.
why invite me,
when we aint close at all?
or when we dont even meet for like 10years already.
or no,
NEVER EVEN CONTACTED.

isn't weird.
to entertain people ure not close with,
on your 21st?

i dont get it.

tell me about it.


AND WORST.
i got kaobei-ed for not attending.
its so last minute lor please.


yah.
i probably should sound super hao lian.

SHOULD I ATTEND UR 21ST BDAY PARTY,
MEANS WE'RE GUNG-HO!!!!
hahahahaha.

im having terrible mood swings.

its cos i didnt manage to watch breakout.
THIS YEAR.
AGAIN.

FUCK MY LIFE.
FUCK MY LIFE.

I REALLY WANNA CRY.