friends.

and speaking of friends.
i recalled this incident that happen recently.

im really amazed at how friendship can be broken just by word of mouth from OTHERS.
yea,
perhaps im not a very very very good friend to her.


but it just sucks.
when nobody bothers to clarify with you.

doesn't it occur to them that,
if that particular someone treated you like one of their closest friend.
and you just 'byebye' with a very ridiculous reason.

IT IS FUCKING DISAPPOINTING.

sometimes i'll feel.
MAYBE
if i didn't head over to J's place nothing would've happened.

but hey.
im only worth THIS much.
just THIS much.


and the more i think of it.
the more 冤枉
the more angsty i feel.

if i ever ever ever EVER had a chance to see her / THEIR customers who said that.
the very first thing im going to ask them is.
WHAT IS MY NAME.
i know what J call me lor.
the minute they answer wrong,
i'll just slap them for like 300 times on the face.

such 2 sided people just deserve to die and cheebyes rotting.

i still hate the things they do.
and still HATE the words they put into my mouth.

if you know me well.
you should know.
if im really the one who said that.
i definitely will apologize.


and I DISLIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE ORDER ME AROUND LOR.
especially when im in a bad mood.
they inform me about last minute bday parties.
THEN EXPECT ME TO GO.
fucking last minute.
like 10hours later i need to go there?
CHEEBYE U THINK I YOUR MAID AH.
and when i said its too last minute and i cant make it.
reply?
'lame.'
'ZZZ'
'excuse'
WHAT THE FUCK.
FUCK YOU.


i hate those celebrating their 21s this year.
nabei.

why was everything so peaceful last year?
swus.
ruis.
laoda's.
SO NICE.
SO HAPPY.

IT IS COS WE ARE CLOSE FRIENDS.

i dont get it why people who hits 21.
they gotta invite those long lost friends they never meet for years.
WHYYYYYY??!?!

dont you feel weird,
when you havta entertain people who you never met for like 10years ON YOUR BIG DAY?

no offence to those who're my friends and invite alot alot alot of ppl on their bday.

BUT.
this is just my opinion.

im just irritated.
i dunno why.

shouldn't bdays be spent with your close friends & family.
at somewhere with their company?

I KNOW WHY IM ANGRY.
PROBABLY ITS JUST DUE TO SOME IN-SINCERITY I GET FROM SOME PEOPLE NOWADAYS.
they wanna attend parties.
but they dont wanna do a fucking shit.

come to think of it,
who'll be the one really feeling happy for you on your bday?
only your closest friends right isnt it.
those that u meet once a year / 2 years / 3 years.
YOU REALLY THINK THEY'LL FEEL HAPPY FOR YOU ON UR BDAY MEH?
*rolls eyes*
its just another gathering session for them lor.