Hurricane of emotions.

So, I went through an emotional roller coaster earlier on this night.

Me, the sinister, with two heart broken friends.

我感触良多。

Remember this famous quote 'Love conquers all'.

I beg to differ.

Fuck love. 

Look at what love did to me.

haha.

When I thought love can change someone, I realized it's so much easier to lower my expectations.

Or, just find someone who fits in.

If you're lucky that is.

I saw my friends, deeply in love with each other, but bounded by restrictions.

So how many tears do we have to shed, how many heartaches do we have to go through before we find someone who fits like a lock and key?

I told lili today I bumped into *** last week.

And gosh, I realized he had never changed at all... 

The vibe, the stare, the dressing, the AURA, I really can't find any better words to describe it.

And I used to love all of it, every single bit.

And I love it, hoping one day I can change it.

How ironic when everything i love just change into disdain.

I never liked seeing people cry.

That loss of words, that helplessness.

I hate it.

It's worse when it's your best friend.

All in all, 男人贱，女人也贱。
Perhaps we should stop learning to settle for less, BUT learn to be contented.

And just when I thought my night was sad enough, I get the most ridiculous come back.

Well, it's never my forte to ka lan jiao wei.

Forgetting what you did doesn't mean you never did it, be it under the influence of alcohol, drugs, whatever.

And i'm just so baffled by how he put me down.

MEH. SIMI SAI IS THIS.
I'm so put off I can't help but wrote that chunk of shit I wrote, then realizing he just might not understand what I wrote AT ALL.
Well, to hell with him.

I pity my next bf.

He's gonna put up with this psychotic, schizophrenic, bipolar, lying, drama, pms-y, crazy gf.

I hope I can repay him with an awesome unforgettable sex life then.

HAHA.