Nothing.

so... i had a bad dream.

a really bad one.

was crying inside the dream cos there was no one to save me.

then when i woke up.

i had no one to call.

what a bad morning start :<

i think i'm just insecure to begin with.

my first line of defence (security terms), haha, would be a morning msg.

i rely badly on morning msg-es to make me feel better from the beginning of the day.

it just gives me the most minimal security from the start.

i'll always call someone close when i had a bad dream.

ALWAYS.

i just need a distraction.

need someone to yang oh me a little, even if i don't give details of the dream.

just needed that kind of security.

now my eyes and face are swollen and puffy, i hate thisssss....

MEH.

ok, distraction, happy things.

 

while waiting for junying yesterday.

my father said my eye make up very ugly.

KNS.

UGLY MEHHHH.

i think he has issues with eyeliners.

meh.

spot the difference!!!!

^^

 

braces off!

我不再是钢牙妹了！

i missed my appt due to my accident.

then randomly the wire started to poke me really badly yesterday.

and dr cheng is fully booked (fml.com) 

so i decided to just walk in and try my luck.

even if can't remove at least spare my gums from bleeding like a tap.

i gotta pinch out my cheeks everytime i talk,

THAT was not funny :<

i'm very happy, all my friends are very happy for me.

although i'm also worried i don't look cute anymore with braces, but nahh, chio can already.

HAHAHAHAHAH.

which reminds me someone posted this about me on his social media,

'no matter how much u went under the knife, u are still ugly inside out'

HAHAHA WRONG LOSER WRONG.

I'M DEFINITELY PRETTY ON THE OUTSIDE NOW.

certified and proven by my corrective, not even plastic, surgeons.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

being a COMPULSIVE LIAR and a CHEATER makes you ugly inside.

out, i don't really wanna comment, well, 人各有志。

OH, AND BTW, SLANDERING MEANS 

MAKING FALSE AND DAMAGED STATEMENTS ABOUT SOMEONE.

so u better don't slander me for slandering you hor..

ok la, i'm a childish bitch sometimes.

i just need to take it out on someone.

ok, i feel so much better now.

:]