meh.

 

kah is back! :D

met up with the fruits last friday, had jap for dinner.

and headed to wine connection for some cheap rose wine.

really CHEAP.

i was suffering from a bad skin allergy for the first time in my life.

and i swear i whined to every living soul who talked to me.

errr... i guess i'm just born a whiner :<

met kris on sat to catch up on life.

and... we don't have any decent pictures taken, sadly....... :(

but i still miss you a lot biatch.

hehehehe.

<3 you long time.

 

last lesson for this sem, and i went to school with a running tap nose T.T

apparently my dad is utterly displeased with me lately.

he thinks i went over to mum's cos i just wanna go out late everyday etc.

and he kan me over the insurance stuff.

what can i say?

sometimes i just wish he can talk to me in a nicer manner and not be so harsh.

MEH.

well, i went to my mum's cos the heat was overbearing cos the damn aircon was not cold.

and switching on the fan would wake my sister up cos our fan sucks.

sleeping on my brother's bed and i got bitten by dunno what bugs.

how would i know his insurance policy details.

how would i know what exactly he wanted me to ask KK about.

i think nobody really understands what i'm going through now.

and, i don't really want or need anyone to understand.

i can deal with my own nightmares.

i can deal with my own insecurities.

i can deal with my own fears.

and one day, one day i will stop crying even when i'm not distracted.

i asked voon if i'm going crazy, i'm glad she said i'm not and it's normal to feel whatever i'm feeling now.

actually, it's just me.

lol.

i can't deal with the things i thought i can deal alone.

and i don't want anybody to help.

oh wells.

Crazy isn't being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It's you or me amplified.