BURPS.

so full from steamboat i keep burping.

weekends are so precious now!

new minion coming in tmr, hope she'd be good!

 

priday!

i touched up my roots with liesle bubble dye.

and i sucked......

hai

 

golf event at jurong cc where i saw a lot of mediacorp artistes and gawked at the larmbo for a while.

free mee siam from very nice aunties and i ate 2 eggs!

hehehe.

weather was very hot, so i tied up my hair in a bunz.

i still cant decide if i wanna keep my fringe or cut back bangs.

i wanna look like a taiwan doll with bangs,

but lorraine says i should go for the shu nv look.

HAHAHAHA.

well, i think it's damn hard to blow nice bangs though.

so... i'll keep my fringe long for the time being.

event work was, fun, recently.

maybelline event yesterday and it was pretty slack too.

hehehehehe.

work is getting better with more helpers.

finally can relax with a week of term break,

and next sem i only have 3 classes and then it'll be preparations for exams.

OK. I CAN DO THIS.

my dad said he'll grant me a taitai life if i get my degree.

i'm taking his word for it.

hahahahahahaha.

that said, learnt something gross with regards to t ex that day.

and i'm just.... dumbfounded.

i do not know why he's such a compulsive liar.

that urge in wanting to scold him cos i was quite pissed with the truth,

and the countless regret pangs i had.....

just my luck to have be with some jerk for 5 years.

please god, please just give him the retribution he deserves.

for being a liar, a cheater, a.. i dunno what else to say.

but shouldn't someone feel guilty for hurting another person that bad?

is there no conscience at all in twisting the truth?

like honestly, how could he?

during the process of getting me back, he fucked two other girls.

went msia with gillian, saying he was buying donuts for his family but appeared at my house downstairs, being pissed at me for sitting at the front seat of chaos car, and guilt tripping me telling me he was thinking about me all throughout his whole msia trip with gillian, and that i was the only one on his mind.

I DID NOT KNOW I'M ACTUALLY HIS MOTHER?!

going her house for reunion dinner then telling me he was with his wolf pack, blaming me for not trusting him then asking my bestf to fuck off cos she told him off and ask him to stop his lies.

and the worst, promising gillian he'll be responsible for her baby when we were still trying things out.

and many many many more.

like knn.

DO I NOT DESERVE AN APOLOGY FOR ALL THESE LIES?

and i thought 2 years is enough to forget about him being an ass.

and i thought perhaps he was serious about that hk girl.

and i thought he did changed afterall and that i'm just not the right girl that he wanted to change for.

i'm just angsty.

ex or not an ex, if someone i used to be close with treat me this way.

i'd really go nuts.

and i guess, i should be really contented and stop bullying tay.

although we're worlds apart in terms of our character, for the whole 23 years of my life, i truly felt someone loves me.

he doesn't tells me the things i wanna hear, he doesn't always give in to my requests,

but he treats me right.

and he really showed me he changed and compromised to his limits for me.

so yes, i'll learn to be contented.

thank you bbtoot for being so awesome.

<3 you.

please stay this annoying forever.

x.

honestly, why do u always have such retarded photos while you're with your friends.
haha.