What happened..

So, what happened to the studious me.

sigh.....

well, i'm not very studious to begin with.

hence the inertia to start on assignments is like, enormous.

pfft.

hectic jan & feb, piled and overloaded with work & school.

i think i really need to view my time table properly the next time before selecting any course.

looking at my organizer for the past 2 months is just... cui.

well, 2 more weeks eils.

2 more weeks.

then it'll be slacky modules & preparation of exams.

i hate unisim.

it's really money sucking now that i'm trying to pay my own school fees.

(don't ask me why)
note: trying to

and i counted each trip to school per lesson cost me $200.

yeah $600 for 1 mod 3 lessons.

WTF UNISIM WTFFFFFF.

and bloody quiz, i can't believe i did so badly for it.

MA DE GOOGLE WHY WHYYYYYYY.

felt like throwing a bitch fit and emailing the lecturer i demand to see what questions i answered wrongly cos i was actually expecting an A for it.

but, i didn't. haha.

think i'd grown stupid-er.

is there such a word?

walked home the other day wondering how to do implicit differentiation.

just came to my mind randomly.. lol

and i can't remember, and i felt sad.

i guess 5 years of not studying really makes a difference...

and i wondered how i survived 10 years of education last time.

aiight, enough of whining.

i dunno why i felt so beaten up by this whole undergraduate thing.

i think i just don't handle stress well and i hate scoring badly (when i put in effort to study)

so, i'll just end my post with my picture.

haha.

thanks for the company and chat last saturday miss wonderstellar.

hahahha.

i enjoyed myself, love you and see you this friday.

i miss my friends.

:<

today marks the end of my holiday, i'm back to school & work tmr.

I CAN DO THIS.

I CAN DO THIS.

I CAN DO THIS.