choice.

 

ok. i wanna date him.

HAHAHA.

i know one day these feelings will fade.

and i'll learn to forget and get used to it.

i actually felt better after talking to nicole.

and liberated when i decided it's time to give up.

i'm not crying.

not feeling the angst i used to have.

not wanting to die.

happier. so much happier.

although my heart died a little making this choice.

for the better, of everything.