Antipathy.

''It's tiring. It physically hurts to have your skin crawl from detestation, to have your heart pound relentlessly fron repugnance, to have the hair on the back of your neck stand on end from disgust.''

credits! eva m.  

ditto.

you see, i can't block memories.

if i can't block, i can't forget.

can i just choose to hate?

as tiring as it may seems, it may just be the easier way out.

oh wells, i look forward to my nua tuesday with the bestie then.

life's been good,

other than being very conscious of when my swelling is going to be subside fully.

i realized i need to get a grip.

i'm actually that conscious because tay is always saying i look weird.

but no, no more.

even when he still thinks i look weird i'm NOT going let me paranoia kill me softly.

i hope i can.

*whimpers*

i'm highly frustrated still cos i missed mac breakfast for 2mins,

despite idling around on my bed and chair since 9-10am.

FUCK PROCRASTINATION.

my disappointment was at its maximum when i saw the normal day menu instead of Big Breakfast, Egg Mcmuffin, blah blah blah.

so.... strictly pancakes anyone?

can i just shoot ya'll with i'm emotionally unstable and upset and lonely,

so you all have no reason to reject me and date me out for pancakes.

HAHA.

that said, book cafe was awesome.

i should probably head there more frequent, finish that book, and indulge myself with the rootbeer float each time i go.

ok, now let me go check a last look of myself in the mirror.

wash up, pack that 2 parcels lying on the floor since sunday night.

mail them out, and aim to digest economic beehoon for brunch.

aiight, have a lovely day everyone else.

NO, NOT YOU, OR YOU, OR YOU.

haii. relationships make me hate people.
i'm a petty insecure ball of soul.

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and sometimes, most of the time, i realized i have so many grammatical errors in my blog post.
but i'm just too lazy to edit them...
is that why my readers are forever sticking to the count of 100+?
HAHA.